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• Ey, Im bored...not that it's something new.

  Nov 18, 2009

  Ehhhh~

  It's one am.
  

  And Im here, in my messy room, in front of my computer, chewing on a random pencil out of boredom, and just...well doing nothing. It is just the beginning of a new day, and the end of another boring one...

  When I look back at what I did in the past few hours? Nothing really. Pretty dull, plain, same, simple. I wake up, eat, go to school, come back, chat with my mom, maybe wash the dishes or help her with the cooking...than just sit around and talk with her and my sis, than come on here at around 10 pm, or 9 pm. I just sit at the computer for around 3 hours and than go to sleep..if I am able to...And than they say 'Day by day nothing changes, and when you look back everything is different.' That's so true.
  

  I should be sleeping now. But Im only trying to get used to going to bed earlier. It's pretty hard...

  .......I really do ._.

  Now i remember typing a blog entry alike this one...A year ago. It was random, and I was bored. I just put up random pictures, and blabbered like I am doing now.

  So what now? What to type about?

  Oh I know.
  

  20 things I hate list :D (Im not depressed, just incredibly bored.)

  1. getting out of bed in the morning, to meet the cold weather...
  2. When I reach down my pockets and realize I have no money
  3. When I have hair knots.
  4. Abuse in all sizes, shapes, and colors
     
  5. When guys let out their anger on girls.
     
  6. When my phone isn't charged
  7. Air max?
     
  8. Having to blow dry my hair
  9. Not knowing what to wear in the morning
  10. Not knowing where anything is
  11. Being confused
  12. When the internet connection is being evil
  13. Bugs!
  14. Being late
  15. Spicy gum
  16. Bad hair days
  17. Having low battery on my camera
  18. When the sun blinds me in class, in the morning
      
  19. The taste in my mouth when I wake up
  20. Global warming...
  21. Swine flu
  22. Driving
  23. When my mascara won't get off!
  24. When I can't think of a song to listen to!
      

  ...whoops, took that a little over the limit xD

  Now, twenty things I like :D

  1. A sunny day
  2. When I have good music
  3. Money
  4. Kissing
  5. Soup
  6. Dr. House
  7. Role Playing?
  8. My friends
  9. Red
  10. Lookin good in the morning, and not tortured...
  11. Volleyball
  12. Cute things..in all shapes, sizes and colors!
  13. Cheese
  14. Pizza
  15. My camera
  16. My computer
  17. My love?
  18. Smileys
  19. Silence
  20. PARTEYS!

  I could go on like for the I hate list....but Im not gonna get carried away xD

  Well, that's it.
  

  Im gonna go try and sleep now

  So bored...Forever will be...xD
  

  ADIOS!
  

  P.S. KILLERS FTW

  by the_redcloud | 2 comments |

• Nelly Furtado-Try

  Nov 7, 2009

  Just a song I like~

  

  All i know
  is everything is not as its sold,
  bot the more i grown
  the less i know
  and I have lived so many lives
  though Im not old
  and the more I see the less I grow
  the fewer the seeds the more I sow
  
  Then I see you standing there
  wanting more from me
  and all I can do is try
  then I see you standing there
  wanting more from me
  and all I can do is try
  try
  
  I wish, I hadn't seen
  all of the realness
  and all the real people
  are really not real at all the more
  
  I learn the more, the more I learn,
  the more I cry, the more I cry
  as I say goodbye to the way of life
  I thought I had designed for me
  
  Then I see you standing there
  wanting more from me
  and all I can do is try
  then I see you standing there
  I'm all I'll ever be
  but all I can do is try
  ohh ohh
  try, try, try
  All of the moments that already past
  try to go back and make it last
  all of the things we want each other to think
  we never will be
  we never will be as wonderful
  thats love
  thats you baby, this is me baby
  we are, we are, we are, we are, we are... Free!!
  In love, we are in love
  try...
  

  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XZ7e2rOwMwo

  by the_redcloud | 0 comments |

• Eh...Winter...Swine flu....-_-

  Nov 6, 2009

  

  Well it may not feel like winter over there, but here, in Europe, Serbia, heck yea it does. Its snowing, and its COLD. Well right now its raining...I used to love winter, but now I hate it. Well I used to play in snow, now I don't guess that's the reason. Sure snow is beautiful...when you are watching it from the inside! But when you are standing in 10 cm snow, you can't feel your toes, or your nose, you can feel water sinking into your new boots, and cold, cold wind is blowing into your face, its NOT so beautiful -.-

  They said that there will be no snow this week, but from than on, we are going into serious, deep, cold, freezing, horrible winter....Well they just said serious winter ._.

  HELLO, winter isn't supposed to start till end of December, WHATS WRONG WITH YOU SERBIA!? Where did the warm weather go? The beautiful autumn landscapes, the colorful leaves! We just skipped all that and went straight to winter? Will we skip Spring too!? The wonderful warm sunny weather!? And go straight to 115 degrees! Ah whats wrong with this continental weather T^T
  

  I wanna go to Panama. ._.
  

  

  Swine flu. Another annoying thing, along this annoying weather. Every time I turn on the TV what do I hear? "Wash your hands!" "More deaths from the horrible Swine flu!" "It's a pandemic!". Im like AHHH, GO ... YOURSELF ALREADY.

  I mean people are too scared of that stupid flu. H1N1 this, H1N1 that...Ok, so you can die from it. You can die from many other things. Well, if you stupid people were to eat HEALTHY the flu couldn't hurt you at all! But nooo...McDonalds is IN these days :D Ok, I can't say I never go to McDonalds =_= Who doesn't like McDonalds lol. But I go like maybe 5 times a year. Ok getting back on topic. I am SICK of hearing all these people, and my friends panicking. Kids go to school with masks! Sure, the mask may be good...but what is it use when you wear one mask the whole day? You need to change the mask every 2 hours. Besides, there are vaccines, they are gonna get here soon enough. Also, getting the worse case of Swine Flu isn't so common. 2000 people were infected in Serbia, and only !5! died. OUT OF 2000. But they aren't gonna stop panicking till the vaccines get here which will be in December. And after that, they will probably say crap about the vaccine too......-_-
  

  Well listen 'H1N1'....I AIN'T SCARED OF YA! :P

  by the_redcloud | 0 comments |

• Im back..wiii...xD

  Oct 31, 2009

  Ah finally ._.

  Well most already heard.......I mean saw. But im back! 10 days with no net..Ah I've been through worse...No more stinky internet Cafe! :D

  Lol.
  

  I also wanna say Im really happy these days, like after 2 weeks of crap Im finally not grumpy/moody/angry/sad or whatever...and than there is this boy.............. ^,~

  And of course...A song!

  Paramore-Ignorance

  If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
  Well I guess I'll make my own way
  It's a circle
  A mean cycle
  I can't excite you anymore
  Where's your gavel? Your jury?
  What's my offense this time?
  You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
  Well sentence me to another life
  
  Don't wanna hear your sad songs
  I don't wanna feel your pain
  When you swear it's all my fault
  Cause you know we're not the same(no)
  We're not the same(no)
  Oh we're not the same
  Yeah the friends who stuck together
  We wrote our names in blood
  But I guess you can't accept that the change is good(hey)
  It's good(hey)
  It's good
  
  Well you treat me just like another stranger
  Well it's nice to meet you sir
  I guess I'll go
  I best be on my way out
  You treat me just like another stranger
  Well it's nice to meet you sir
  I guess I'll go
  I best be on my way out
  
  Ignorance is your new best friend
  Ignorance is your new best friend
  
  This is the best thing that could've happened
  Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
  It's not a war no, it's not a rapture
  I'm just a person but you can't take it
  The same tricks that, that once fooled me
  They won't get you anywhere
  I'm not the same kid from your memory
  Well now I can fend for myself
  
  Don't wanna hear your sad songs
  I don't wanna feel your pain
  When you swear it's all my fault
  Cause you know we're not the same(no)
  We're not the same(no)
  Oh we're not the same
  Yeah we used to stick together
  We wrote our names in blood
  But I guess you can't accept that the change is good(hey)
  It's good(hey)
  It's good
  
  Well you treat me just like another stranger
  Well it's nice to meet you sir
  I guess I'll go
  I best be on my way out
  You treat me just like another stranger
  Well it's nice to meet you sir
  I guess I'll go
  I best be on my way out
  
  Ignorance is your new best friend
  Ignorance is your new best friend
  Ignorance is your new best friend
  Ignorance is your new best friend
  
  Well you treat me just like another stranger
  Well it's nice to meet you sir
  I guess I'll go
  I best be on my way out
  You treat me just like another stranger
  Well it's nice to meet you sir
  I guess I'll go
  I best be on my way out
  

  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  by the_redcloud | 0 comments |

• We werent born to follow.

  Oct 27, 2009

  Oh, I just love this song so much, I felt like sharing...Its just one of those songs, where the lyrics make you think...

  Plus Im bored! xD

  This one goes out to the man who minds the miracles
  This one goes out the ones in need
  This one goes out the sinner and the cynical
  This ain't about no apology
  This road was paved by the hopeless and the hungry
  This road was paved by the winds of change
  Walking beside the guilty and the innocent
  How will you raise your hand when the call your name?
  
  Yea, Yea, Yea,
  We Weren’t born to follow
  Come on and get up off your knees
  When life is a bitter pill to swallow
  You gotta hold on to what you believe
  Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow
  And that’s a saints and sinners pleas
  We weren’t born to follow
  You gotta stand up for what you believe
  Let me hear you say
  Yea, Yea, Yea, ooooohhh,, Yea
  
  This ones about anyone who does it differently
  This ones about the one who doesn’t sit and spits
  This ain’t about our living in a fantasy
  This ain’t about giving up or giving in
  
  Yea, Yea, Yea,
  We Weren’t born to follow
  Come on and get up off your knees
  When life is a bitter pill to swallow
  You gotta hold on to what you believe
  Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow
  And that’s a saints and sinners pleas
  We weren’t born to follow
  You gotta stand up for what you believe
  Let me hear you say
  Yea, Yea, Yea, ooooohhh,, Yea
  
  Let me hear you say
  Yea, Yea, Yea, oooohhhhh, Yea
  
  
  
  Yea, Yea, Yea,
  We Weren’t born to follow
  Come on and get up off your knees
  When life is a bitter pill to swallow
  You gotta hold on to what you believe
  Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow
  And that’s a saints and sinners pleas
  We weren’t born to follow
  You gotta stand up for what you believe
  Let me hear you say
  Yea, Yea, Yea, ooooohhh, Yea

  
  

  
  

  Hope You Enjoyed
  

  
  

  by the_redcloud | 0 comments |

• No internet! Waaaah!

  Oct 21, 2009

  Ok, so my internet died on me. I wont be able to get on it for like 10+ days.

  I will get on for 30-60 minutes, I hope everyday, since there is this internet cafe near my house. But I wont RP or anything...So yup, thats all :)

  by the_redcloud | 1 comment |

• FA FA LA SI MI TI LA MI.

  Oct 19, 2009

  :D
  Hello peeps.

  Well my whole last week was......

  CRAP -.-

  Every day sucked more than the other ._.

  And the weather is crap...still is. It's cold. And it keeps raining and stuff...

  And this week is supposed to suck too....I have a test like everyday, and it is still cold and rainy outside..

  But I'm kinda happy today for no real reason xD
  

  Even tough the chat is sort of dying (which is probably a temporary phase) and everyone barely get's on.....Im not so down, I wish people would get on more, but c'mon, even I get like much less than I did. But we all have more important things, right? So no need to go all drama-ish.

  I wanna say a little something about RPING, and this site, and everyone I met.

  Like a year and a half ago, Vanja told me about Hokagesroom, and you all know the story. At first when I saw vanja RPing, I was like "Stop that crap already, and lets do something else". But later Aaren, and her, got me into RPing. And it became some sort of online hobby. Vanja and a few other people just lost interest, and I get that, since nothing lasts forever, now does it? And I RP less than I want and should, but I don't want to ruin my grades because of some online thing I do for fun.
  

  And while RPing, I met a lot of people, and with a few I got very close. By this time now, most left HR, lost interest, and moved on. But I still remember them and stuff xD And when I grow like 20 or something, I will remember all of this stuff, since its not just a waste of time. I got to talk to some random people, I never would imagine they EXIST and they all come from different parts of world, have different kinds of lifestyles than me.  And I got close to them too. So what if we won't see each other? Talking is just enough for me :)

  Also, RPing, improved my english skills A LOT, you can't even imagine. Did you know I didn't know how to spell 'tomorrow' when I first got on ._. Sad, I know xD
  

  But like all things, these friendships won't last forever ether. I'm not saying I'm leaving. I will take my short breaks from time to time, just to give more time for school and volleyball ya know. But I will always get on the chat. :P And what I want to say with all this random blabber, is that you guys sure made a pretty big impact on my life xD And that I am happy that I met you, even if we never ever talk again.
  

  That's all!

  

  P.S. I noticed that I am slowly forgetting Serbian, because of the dose of english I use on here xDDDD.....That's bad ._.
  

  by the_redcloud | 3 comments |

• Emo?

  Oct 15, 2009

  What IS Emo?

  
  

  Ok, a random topic. But cut the crap, and let me get to the point.

  My few best friends, hate...DESPISE emos...And there are a lot of emo haters. Why? My friend, Alexandra, says that they are emotionally disordered people, sick in the head, and that they should just kill themselves, if they are just depressing like that.
  

  Kind cruel right?

  I never in my life, hung out with an emo. I have never TALKED to an emo for my 15 years of life. I hate how I have to label kinds like this...

  Well anyway, as far as I know, Emo stands for EMOTIONAL. As in they tend to let out their emotions more often. Are all 'emos' depressed? As people describe them? I mean EMOTIONAL, and DEPRESSED isn't the same ._. Yet, they mostly describe 'emos' as depressed people (cutting themselves, blah blah)

  But are they really like that? I personally think its SICK if you cut yourself...or if you hate your life. But why do people label those things, on 'emos'?

  So...if you hate 'emos', leave a comment and tell me why...

  If you like 'emos'...again, leave a comment, and tell me why...
  

  If you are an 'emo', leave a comment and tell me do you hate your life, and any other crap like that....or are you just simply a little bit emotional.

  But wait...than again, isn't emo a music genre? xD

  or

  
  

  by the_redcloud | 3 comments |

• Each day is a gift, not a given right.

  Oct 10, 2009

  If ToDaY WaS YoUr LaSt DaY

  

  My best friend gave me the best advice

  He said each day's a gift and not a given right

  Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind

  And try to take the path less traveled by

  That first step you take is the longest stride

  If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late

  Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

  Would you live each moment like your last

  Leave old pictures in the past?

  Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?

  What if, what if, if today was your last day?

  Against the grain should be a way of life

  What's worth the price is always worth the fight

  Every second counts 'cause there's no second try

  So live like you're never living twice

  Don't take the free ride in your own life

  If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late

  Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

  Would you live each moment like your last?

  Leave old pictures in the past?

  Donate every dime you had?

  And would you call those friends you never see?

  Reminisce old memories?

  Would you forgive your enemies?

  And would you find that one you're dreaming of?

  Swear up and down to God above

  That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

  If today was your last day

  Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?

  You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars

  Regardless of who you are

  So do whatever it takes

  'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life

  Let nothing stand in your way

  'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

  If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late

  Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

  Would you live each moment like your last?

  Leave old pictures in the past?

  Donate every dime you had?

  And would you call those friends you never see?

  Reminisce old memories?

  Would you forgive your enemies?

  And would you find that one you're dreaming of

  Swear up and down to God above

  That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

  ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

  Hope You EnJoYeD

  
  

  by the_redcloud | 0 comments |

• Pocket full of SunShine

  Oct 9, 2009

  

  I got a pocket,
  Got a pocket full of sunshine
  I got a love an' I know that it's all mine
  Oh, oh whoa oh
  Do what you want,
  But you never gonna break me,
  Sticks an' stones are never gonna shake me
  No, oh whoa, oh
  
  
  Take me away (take me away)
  A secret place (a secret place)
  A sweet escape (a sweet escape)
  Take me away (take me away)
  Take me away (take me away)
  To better days (to better days)
  Take me away (take me away)
  A hiding place (a hiding place)
  
  
  I got a pocket,
  Got a pocket full of sunshine
  I got a love an' I know that it's all mine
  Oh, oh whoa, oh
  Do what you want,
  But you never gonna break me,
  Sticks an' stones are never gonna shake me
  No, oh, whoa oh
  
  I got a pocket,
  Got a pocket full of sunshine
  I got a love an' I know that it's all mine
  Oh, oh whoa, oh
  
  Wish that you could,
  But you ain't gonna own me
  Do anything you can to control me
  No, oh No-o
  
  
  Take me away (take me away)
  A secret place (a secret place)
  A sweet escape (a sweet escape)
  Take me away (take me away)
  Take me away (take me away)
  To better days (to better days)
  Take me away (take me away)
  A hiding place (A hiding place)
  
  
  There's this place that I go
  Where nobody knows
  Where the rivers flow
  And I call it home
  And there's no more lies
  And the darkness is light
  And nobody cries
  There's only butterflies
  
  
  Take me away (take me away)
  A secret place (a secret place)
  A sweet escape (a sweet escape)
  Take me away (take me away)
  Take me away (take me away)
  To better days (to better days)
  Take me away (take me away)
  A hiding place (a hiding place)
  
  Take me away (take me away)
  A secret place (a secret place)
  A sweet escape (a sweet escape)
  Take me away (take me away)
  Take me away (take me away)
  To better days (to better days)
  Take me away (take me away)
  A hiding place (a hiding place)
  
  Take me away (take me away)
  A secret place (a secret place)
  A sweet escape (a sweet escape)
  Take me away (take me away)
  Take me away (take me away
  To better days (to better days)
  Take me away (take me away)
  A hiding place (a hiding place)
  
  I got a pocket,
  Got a pocket full of sunshine
  I got a love and I know that it's all mine
  Oh, oh, oh
  I got a pocket,
  Got a pocket full of sunshine
  I got a love and I know that it's all mine
  Oh, oh, oh
  
  The sun's on my side
  Take me for a ride
  I smile up to the sky
  I know I'll be alright
  
  The sun's on my side
  Take me for a ride
  I smile up to the sky
  I know I'll be alright
  

  ☺☻☺☻☺☻☺☻☺☻

  ☺☻☺☻☺☻☺☻☺☻

  ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

  

  ~Hope you Enjoyed~

  by the_redcloud | 0 comments |

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