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Becoming The Bull

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
"Never Too Late" - Three Days Grace

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
"Pulse Of The Maggots" - Slipknot

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
"Perfect Insanity" - Disturbed

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
"Papercut" - Linkin Park

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
"Send The Pain Below" - Chevelle

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
"Blind" - Korn

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
"Forgotten" - Linkin Park

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
"Evil Angel" - Breaking Benjamin

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
"Your Disease" - Saliva

WHAT IS 2+2?
"Step Up" - Drowning Pool

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
"Reinventing Your Exit" - Underoath

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"The Reason" - Hoobastank

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"Rose Of Sharyn" - Killswitch Engage

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"Puppet" - Thousand Foot Krutch

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"Sorry" - Buckcherry

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"The Virus Of Life" - Slipknot

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"When I'm Gone" - 3 Doors Down

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"Addicted" - Saving Abel

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
"Symphony Of Destruction" - Megadeath

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
"Wake Up" - Three Days Grace

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
"Creep" - Stone Temple Pilots

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
"Forever" - Papa Roach

WHAT SONG WILL YOU PUT AS THE TITLE OF THIS NOTE?
"Becoming The Bull" - Atreyu

Posted Nov 13, 2008 by madara_uchiwa | 2 Comments | Share It

Want?

Your mind wont let you say that you want me
Your mind wont ever, never let you say what you want
You howl and wail like a banshee
Still your mind wont ever let you say
My little tired devotee
Your mind wont even let you feel

Quivering now, shivering now, withering
Your mind wont let you say that you're
Wondering now, pondering now, hungering
Won't let you say that you're
Questioning, wavering, weakening
You mind wont let you say that you're
Hearkening, listening, heeding me now
Wont let you say that you want

Your mind wont let you say that you want me
Your mind wont ever, never let you have what you want
I feel your hunger to taste me
Still your mind wont ever let you say
Your kind is just the type that should use me
But your mind wont seem to let you have
The opportunity to abuse me
Your mind wont even let you feel
Savor the addiction, savor the affliction, savor me

I love this song so much. It seems odd that Disturbed would have a song that is not about violence on The Sickness. Whenever I listen to this song, I think about my love life. But suprisingly not Megan. I think about this girl that I don't even have feelings for but I can't help thining of her when I hear this song. But anyway, great song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oe5Zc1Kouak

PS. "Savor the affliction, savor the addiction. Savor me. Because my philosophy is; things are just as wrong as they seem" combonation of two of my favorite quotes from music, the first part being from Want and the second being from Because of Me (Seether).

Posted Oct 31, 2008 by madara_uchiwa | Add a comment | Share It

My "best friend"

My friend Dube is an a-hole. Earlier today he texted me from his friend Tom's phone saying it was Megan and then he asked me out (making me think that it was Megan asking me out) and then I said yes and he told me who it really was. And I changed Megans number in my conacts to Tom's number because I thought it was Megan (because she has two phones) and now I don't have Megans number anymore. Oh well, it was pretty funny.

Posted Oct 26, 2008 by madara_uchiwa | 5 Comments | Share It

New Disease

Some of you may know that I like one of the new girls in my grade. And I asked her out (if you don't know, PM me about it) and she said no. Well, yesterday I texted her and asked her why she doesn't like me. At first she said it was because my hair is on fire (because her sisters boyfriend was on the soccer team and he knows me and says my hair is on fire all the time) but then she told me the real reason. She said that she likes me as a friend but not as anything more. Then she apologized to me that she wouldn't go out with me and I said that it was okay, at least she told me why she wouldn't go out with me, unlike someone who shall remain nameless (*cough*nikki*cough*). So there are no hard feelings about it. I'm just going to take it easy for a little while.

Now I can take this, everything I know
Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be
I can never change anything I've done
Because it's the only this I have left

Blame myself again for what I didn't do
Never even knew it was coming from me
It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come
Because I have gone too far now

Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Is this all worth what this has done to me
Watered down my senses and turned them on me

**** morality and everything I know
If I didn't hate this than I couldn't cope
Impersonate myself for what I used to be
Denial is all that's left now

Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me

Doubt
Did I ever want this?
It's all I could've been, it's all I would've been
Doubt
Did I ever want this?
It's all I've ever been, it's all I'll ever be

Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me

Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

This song is so awesome. It is about, in my terms, getting rejected by a girl (sounds familiar huh?) and wondering why you ever wanted to go out with her but still chasing after her ("And it leads me to a new disease")

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J_s0gaTCynk

Posted Oct 20, 2008 by madara_uchiwa | Add a comment | Share It

Loser?

Breathe in right away, Nothing seems to fill this place
I need this everytime, So take your lies get off my case
Someday I will find, A love that flows through me like this
And this will fall away, this will fall away

You're getting closer, to pushing me Off of life's little edge
Cause I'm a loser And sooner or later you know I'll be dead
You're getting closer, you're holding the rope and taking the fall
Cause I'm a loser, I'm a loser, yeah

This is getting old, Well I can't break these chains that I hold
My body's growing cold, There's nothing left of this mind or my soul
Addiction needs a pacifier, The buzz of this poison is taking me higher
And this will fall away, this will fall away

You're getting closer, to pushing me Off of life's little edge
Cause I'm a loser And sooner or later you know I'll be dead
You're getting closer, you're holding the rope and taking the fall
Cause I'm a loser, I'm a loser

You're getting closer, to pushing me Off of life's little edge
Cause I'm a loser And sooner or later you know I'll be dead
You're getting closer, you're holding the rope and taking the fall
Cause I'm a loser, I'm a loser, yeah

You're getting closer, to pushing me Off of life's little edge
Cause I'm a loser And sooner or later you know I'll be dead
You're getting closer, you're holding the rope and taking the fall
Cause I'm a loser, I'm a loser, yeah

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GytyF0w9BL4

Posted Oct 11, 2008 by madara_uchiwa | Add a comment | Share It

(Falling Into) The Arms Of Sorrow

Imprisoned, inside this mind
hiding behind the empty smiles
so simple (delinquish)
isn't much made
crawling back into the dark

Running, always running, into the distance
stop me before I bleed, again
the echos of my voice
follow me down
the shadows I cast
follow me down

Deeper I'm falling
into the arms of sorrow
building decending
into the arms of sorrow

There must be serenity

The echos of my voice
follow me down
the shadows I cast
follow me down

Deeper I'm falling
into the arms of sorrow
building decending
into the arms of sorrow

The demons of my own design
This horror not remain

Deeper I'm falling
into the arms of sorrow
building decending
into the arms of sorrow

There must be serenity
there must be deleverance
deeper I'm falling
building decending

This could possibly be my favortie KsE song of all time. I decided to post this because I am on the edge of falling into the Arms Of Sorrow again. I use this as a metaphor for the fact that I might get rejected by a girl soon. I haven't asked her out but one of her friends says she doesn't like me. I will also post the lyrics for Halo by SOiL as I said I would when I posted the lyrics for Pride.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9MMJRx5ZfxY

Posted Oct 10, 2008 by madara_uchiwa | Add a comment | Share It

Curses

We've waited far to long to, watch it all crash and fall through,
So when you feel like **** you've gotta keep on pushing,
If you saw the world through my eyes, then you wouldn't feel so high rise,
It's time to take a chance you've gotta sit back and hold tight.

There's forces working in our heads but we don't understand them,
I need a map to find my way out all the time,
There's curses lurking in our heads but we don't want to find them,
We need to come back down and face what we've become.

We've become!!!

The more I think the more I wish I'd pushed stop then hit rewind,
What I would give to have a day back then when no one really cares,
I remember when we all used to kick back take days off school,
So many times I've smiled so many times I cried but never did we try,

Never did we try!!! Because...

There's forces working in our heads but we don't understand them,
I need a map to find my way out all the time,
There's curses lurking in our heads but we don't want to find them,
We need to come back down and face what we've become.

It's haunting me, I'm so alone,
I'm just trying to find my way back home,
I'm so alone, alone!!!

There's forces working in our heads but we don't understand them,
I need a map to find my way out all the time,
There's curses lurking in our heads but we don't want to find them,
We need to come back down and face what we've become.

...Normally I would enter a quick comment about the song and why I entered it. Once I figure things out I might just do that...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1GioI8C4td0

Posted Oct 6, 2008 by madara_uchiwa | 2 Comments | Share It

Pride

When you scream aloud
(Heads down Heads down)
That's when I plan to
(Rise up Rise up)
When you scream aloud
(We're doomed We're doomed)
That's when I plan to prove myself to you
I've never gotten the simple thrill of a solo day
I've never seen the point in you killing you
I've always backed my words with what I do
I'll always bite my tongue to comfort you

I'll be my superhero #1
I'll save me from myself
I, I rise,
Above the sun in the sky
Above that look in your eyes
MY PRIDE

Sister you know me
(Sister you know me)
Mother you made me
Lover what do you offer me
Father teach me
Brother protect
Lover what do you have for me

I'll be my superhero #1
I'll save me from myself
I'll be your superhero #1
I'll save you, I save
I'll save you

Your eyes deny a life that dulls your pride
Your eyes they hide through me you'll heal with time

I found this song earlier when I was looking through songs on Dizzler. I looked up the song Halo, also by Soil and I found this one and I looked at the lyrics and it is pretty much what people have been saying to me about everytime I ask a girl out and she says no; I shouldn't waste my time on them if they don't want it. And if they don't wan't you, at least leave with some pride and dignity.

http://www.dizzler.com/music/Soil/Pride

Posted Oct 4, 2008 by madara_uchiwa | 3 Comments | Share It

Story Of A Girl

This is a story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
While she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

How many days in a year
She woke with hope but she only found tears
I can be so insincere
Making promises never for real
As long as she stands there waiting
Wearing the holes in the soles of her shoes
How many days disappear
You look in the mirror
So how do you choose

Your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
You never seem to run out of things to say

This is a story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
While she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

How many lovers would stay
Just to put up with this **** day after day
How do we wind up this way
Watching our mouths for the words that we say
As long as we stand here waiting
Wearing the cloths of the souls that we choose
How do we get there today
When were walking to far for the price of our shoes

Your cloths never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
But you never seem to run out of things to say

This is a story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
While she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles

And your clothes never wear as well the next day
And your hair never falls in quite the same way
But you never seem to run out of things to say

This is a story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
While she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
This is a story of a girl
Who's pretty face she hid from the world
While she looked so sad and lonely there
I absolutely love her
This is a story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
While she looked so sad in photographs
I absolutely love her
When she smiles
When she smiles

I have had this song stuck in my head since the dance on Saturday.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WWF_DZx-qS0

Posted Oct 1, 2008 by madara_uchiwa | 1 Comment | Share It

Not My Time

I know this is my second entry today and I usually don't post more than once to my blog but I am going to. I was just looking at videos on Youtube and I decided to look up the video for It's Not My Time by 3 Doors Down. That video is one of my favorites. The first time I saw it, it was like 6 in the morning (it was a Saturday so I didn't have to go to school) and I turned on my tv and it was on MTV and it was showing the video for It's Not My Time so I decided to watch it but I didn't get to see the whole video, I missed the first one or two seconds of it (from when he whipped out his iPhone (perfect product placement huh?) on). And then I saw the entire video and it all just clicked. Here is the link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aHU9dN0Itrk

Posted Sep 24, 2008 by madara_uchiwa | Add a comment | Share It

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