Hokage's Room

Sigh sadly I wasn't the first person to find the hidden egg yesterday so I didn't win a copy of Ultimate Ninja 3 that way. Rigth now given my current finical sitation and how my luck has been going with finding a co-op job and just how I've been feeling in general lately it would have been nice for something good to have happened for once in a very long while.

Last night I went to Ebgames to pick up my copy of the Metal Gear Solid essential collection and was very annoyed and dismayed to find that they didn't have it in stock yet.

I had preordered it, and it had shipped on the 18th. They had 2 days to get it in and didn't. Now if this had been a normal week I would have let it go as I would have likely been able to pick it up on friday but the fact that it's GOOD FRIDAY and everything is closed for the long weekend meant that it deprived me of the one thing I had to look forward too this entire long weekend.

Their service their was woefully inadiquit as they had 2 people at the front desk, one helping a customer and the other doing basically nothing, but the second guy couldn't be bothered to help me for a full 10 minutus seriosuly *ing me off.

If that's the level of service I can expect to get at that location then I'm * well not going to bother shopping their anymore since as a smart consumer I expect far better treatment.

Right now... I'm misrable, I didnt' get the job I want, the places I've interviewed at can't be bothered to take the time to follow up with me, I'm having a hard time with my lan class, I'm having trouble sleeping, am nearly broke, didn't get the game I wanted and am just feeling rotten in general.

My parents went up to north bay to visit my sister leaving me alone for the longweekend at home....well at least it's better then staying at residence and less boring then going with them since where they are going is basically a one horse town with nothing to occupy my intrest.

My uncle wanted to invite me over for dinner tonight but I lied and said politely that I had other plans since I really didn't want to eat perogies right now and I really just wanted to be alone today.

I phoned my friends to try and set up a party tommorow where we would play smash bros together but that plan fell apart quickly since they most of them have to work so their wouldn't be enough people to call it a party... After a few calls I just gave up in frustration.

Being busy adults sucks sometimes, especially since it's hard to corrdinate anything with your friends. Some of them I'm lucky to see once every few months when we used to hang out almost every day when we where yonger and it makes me very sad that we've drifted apart like this.

Of course I had to miss out on the Ryo bonanza as well. Not that their's anything  I actually want to use my ryo on at the moment making it essentially worthless but still it's one thing I can take a small amount of pride and a mark of how dedicated to the site I am to have if nothing else.

Maybe the Hokage could add a Psp or a Ps3 to the prize list, I'd sure like to have one of those and can't possibly afford one at the moment so it'd be nice. Hey if they can afford to give out a comic con plane trip a game system is penuts in comparison.

Right now I don't even feel like getting out of bed, I'm still in my pajamasa and barely ate a small late lunch of left over chicken wings and noodles and I doubt I'll eat much for dinner either.

I've got to say I've never really been much of a faith person. At least no in religion, but I tried praying the other day to get that job becuse I was ready to belive in something but it was to no avail.

How can I belive in something like god when all my life is rain? I'm a good person, who works hard and helps others and yet  almost nothing ever seems to come of it. Rather I seem to end up getting the short end of the stick most of the time.

I'm sick of the rain in my life and long for the sunshine but will it ever come to me?