Hokage's Room

Welp today I was able to reach the rank of Chunin for a second time, truely a momentus occasion. I'm sure that with hard word and dedication, alot of my fellow ninja and friends on this site will quickly follow and catch up with me before we know it!

If only real life where as simple as the Hokage room. Right now I'm sick of the people who say "we'll get back to you on such and such a date" and never do. Is it that friggen hard to tell somebody they didn't get the job? Don't they realize the wait to find out if you got it or not is 100% more aggonizing then finding out you didn't get it?

I'd rather be put out of my misory then to keep having to suffer like I am. Even now I still hold out a tiny hope for that one job becuse it has't technically been filled but they don't even have the balls to tell me that it's unlikely at this point I'll get it despite the fact they PROMISED to me they would get back to me days ago.

Screw people who can't keep their word. A promise is a promise and once given it should not be taken back lightly. I understand that not all promises can be keep but if at least you try your best to keep it then it's ok.

Other company I had an interview with on monday promissed to get back to me today and so far I haven't heard a peep. This has me seething with rage becuse these stupid people can't even do something as basic and simple as keeping their word.

How the frick can you even operate as a company if people can't trust you to keep your word? And yet people do this to me all the time, like the time Futureshop screwed me over and cost me a week I could have been working at Tim hortons by not keeping their word and getting back to me.

It seems if you aren't the one for the job then you aren't worth their time anymore, but if they took the time to interview you then they should man up and take responsibilty to following up. They owe me at least that much for the time I put into this applying for the job and getting ready for the interview and such.

Sometimes this twisted world makes me sick, but their is little I can do to change it. I simply don't have the power...or the money to make much of a differnce.

The worst thing is how this stress is effecting me... especially my sleep. Some nights I almost don't sleep at all and then sleep a bit during the day instead but last night I didn't sleep at all. I'm not sure how I'm even still functioning right now thought  I certantly shouldn't be.

Trying to do my homework is very difficult right now. I got most of an Accel assgiment done but their is a problem with the second part that I simply can't fix with out the teacher so I'm up a chreek with out a paddle for the moment on that one.

I'm too tired to bother doing the company newsletter assignement for my customer service class that isn't due until next thursday at the moment so as long as I get my mostly easy Lan assigment done I will TRY to rest easy for the weekend at least if nothing else.

Luckily my parents are going up to north bay to visit my sister at her university so prehaps I will be able to get my much needed sleep after all as they don't understand one bit about why I am sleeping in to 3pm in the afternoon after not falling asleep until something like 5am or later.

Sigh... Life is never easy, but at least I'm strong enough to live it.