Hey guys. I am just writing this to all those people out there who had family killed, injured, or was almost hurt by the tragedy that was 9/11. God Bless America.

Welcome to my blog! Feel free to look around and comment ^/_\^ Non Sibi Sed Allis- Not For Themselves But For Others
Hey guys. I am just writing this to all those people out there who had family killed, injured, or was almost hurt by the tragedy that was 9/11. God Bless America.




Well I guess the topic name speaks for itself. This entry is about Friends, Family etc. related death. Now I'm not going to sit here and say that I understand what its like to loose a friend, sibling, or parent because I haven't. But I have lost Grandparents and Great Grandparents. Now Being who I am I have no problem, again not understanding, but being able to come down to psychologically understand what it is like. I know that anyone you know (personally) dying is a big thing, assuming you like or even loved them, and may take a long time to be able to understand why they died. I know that when my Grandmother died from Liver failure I asked myself why she died. She was only 53 when she died and never have I had to deal with someone dying that wasn't 'old' and had it coming. Then last October my Grandfather died (ex to the Grandmother that died) from Kidney failure. Now he did have some pre-existing medical issues and was pushing on 64, but I did the same thing. I thought about their deaths for a long time and finally came to the conclusion that if they didn't die they would be living a life of pain and suffering which caused a little reprieve from the mourning process. Now when someone close to you dies you can always act like it never affected you and keep telling yourself that it was for the best, but you will never be able to completely understand until you cry or show your true emotions in some fashion. Death is a natural thing in life and no matter how the person dies its always for the best. I know that when someone dies you may become depressed. For treating that depression read my entry on depression and if that doesn't help go see a doctor. That is all I have to say about that for the moment. You all know the drill comment your thoughts, and PM a entry you might want me to do for you. I would also like to show my my sympathy for my friend Chidorixxx for his recent loss. I'm sorry buddy. Thanks for ready everybody!
Sincerely,
Tony Cross
Non Sibi Sed Allis- Not for themselves, but for others.
Ok people i have been getting these weird messages fro people i dont even know, and they are talking about how they have read my prof and how much they like me. Then they want me to email them. I was stupid enough to do it one time and they emailed me back saying that they lived in a Village in Africa! then they tough about asking if they could wire me some money from Africa and if i could buy them a plane ticket over to America! Is it just me or does that scream scam?! Anyway i just wanted to give you guys the heads up, don't buy into these things, they are obviously scams. Have a similar experience? Comment about it.
Well everyone Im lucky enough to have to start school TOMORROW so I might not be on as much. it depends on what my schedule is. Anyway this is just a heads up not a final note. Alright well hope everyone had and still has a great summer!
Sincerely,
Madara101
Alright this topic is about the ability to open up to people and Trust. Now a lot of my friends have trouble opening up when they are feeling bad or just need a shoulder to cry on. My advice is that when something is bothering you it is a really bad idea to bottle it up inside because that can lead to depression, which has to do with trust because if you don't think you can trust someone enough to talk about it with them or anyone else that makes the depression worse. Now if you really don't want to tell anyone about it, a way to keep it from giving you depression, without actually needing to tell anyone is to write it in a personal journal, so that way you basically get it out of you without having to tell anyone. Now some people say they don't trust anyone, but in reality you trust people without even realizing it. Say you go to a restaurant you are trusting the chefs to prepare the meal you ordered. You are trusting people you don't even know everyday. Now I understand not telling certain people some thing because they just truly can't be trusted, but you need to talk to people sometimes you know. A way to start trusting friends and family is to get the Journal and start of writing in that, then one day tell a really close friend or 2 about it, and then eventually when you are comfortable enough tell a parent or another family member. Well thats it for now, you know the drill message or comment the next topic if you want. Thanks for Reading! ^/_\^
Ok people here is the topic of the week. Relationships and True Love. Now there are some people that can do long distance relationships. Personally I find it a little difficult, but its still a relationship with someone. Now girls I know that most women think that guys only want one thing, and im not going to lie to you you are usually right, but they're are some guys that just want someone in their lives, and could care less about sex. But at the same time you have to realize there are some women that are exactly the same way. they use their superiour beauty to get guys to do what they want rather they dont want to or not. Women can sometimes only want sex to just like i said about guys. Guys we all know that sometimes women can be a little..... difficult to deal with, but some girls like guys just want someone in their lives, so if you try to move to fast, bad things can happen. Now true love. I personally belive you cannot truely Love someone unless you would be willing to take a bullet for them, and not just the ability to say you would, but the ability to actually do it. Guys this is the part in your relationship that you need to stop thinking about her nice butt or what ever and go past physical appearences. think about how far you would go for her, and if her personality is really the kind your looking for in a woman. Girls I know guys can sometimes be stubborn as a Mule, but you have to do the same thing as guys. look past their physical appearence and look into what type of guy they are, and rather or not you would be willing to live the rest of your live with them. I also beieve that once you love someone, even if you break up you will alwayslove each other, no matter how hard you try to hide it or how hard y try to make yourself not believe it you will always love them. Alright thats all i got to say for now. comment or message me if you have a guestion.
All right guys i'm sorry for not being on to give advice,
but i am on now so here's the first topic. Depression. Plain and
simple. Alright by Medical definition Depression is an illness that involves the body, mood, and thoughts that affect the way a person eats and sleeps, the way one feels about oneself, and they way one thinks about things. Now that entire passage is just a fancy way of saying that by being depressed you are doing a bunch of crappy things and that your letting your depression tell you what to do. I think that there are a couple of different kinds of depression. Theres the kind where a person is self-conflicted about something in their life about a relationship with a friend or family member. For example when someone goes through a breakup. The other kind is when someone is depressed because something tragic has affected their life, and the person thinks that its so important that losing it would tragically affect daily living. For example losing a parent may cause a person to feel depressed because they have lost that person forever. Another kind of depression is when someone is possibly mad at themselves for a Medical or Physical condition. For example a person can no longer use their legs. They are mad at themsleves because of what they cant do without use of their legs. I believe that one of the best ways to rid yourself of depression is to go talk to someone close to you, or a phsyciastrist. If you are one of those people that don't like talking to people about it, then i think you should join a club or volunteer service. Something to make you remember that what you have is good comparred to what others may have. Well thats it for today! Remember pm me about any private situations or questions you may have and pm me then next topic! ^/_\^
Well lately iv heard a lot of stuff about people being depressed and stuff like that. Well I'm here to tell you that all hope is not lost. From now on every day I will write a passage on a specific topic that gets pm'd to me by you. The point of this to help people with their problems or if they just need advice on how to go about doing something. if you would like your passage to remain ananymous let me know. Well thats all for now please feel free to comment or send m the first topic.
I've decided to be more active with my blog posts, so now im just putting up a bunch of random Naruto related pics.






This one above is a dedication to Hokagesroom because like the Hokage if you mess with us as a family we will gladly return the favor!
I'm a Big Naruto fan and I plan on joining the United states Marine Corps when i get out of college. Then after about 15 years of that i am going to become a Special Agent for the Naval Criminal Investigative Services (NCIS) and stay there until im about 50. Then i'll go to medical school and Become a Neurologist for the rest of my life. Remember never give up on your dreams no matter what happens. ^/_\^
I am inspired to keep going on by my motto and my future dreams.
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