Kazekage_Jigen
"Where this is darkness, there is always a light."
Gender: Male
Hometown: North Chicago, IL, US
Ryo: 2400
Posts: 28 / Comments: 7
Member since: 06/12/07
Last login: 06/13/07
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About Me
About Me
My ninja name is Jigen. I come from a world much like Uzumaki Naruto and former Kazekage Gaara. I too have a loner background, and I also have what I consider to be a curse - Shukaku. I guess I am here to take up space. I'm joking. I'm here to meet new ninja's like myself. I'm here to gain allies and supress my enemies and foes. All who stand in my way will be annihilated!
Interests
I have a passion for art. I love manga's - Naruto (of course) being one of my favorites, aside from Death Note. I also have a fascination with vampires and the gothic culture. I love poetry as well. Dark Poetry always suit me well, along with videogames.
Favorite Music
I am a Radio DJ to say the least so i am forced to listen to just about everything. I have a passion for techno or electronica. Rap doesn't fit my expertise as much as it should, R&B is good for me, and a little bit of Reggae music is good too.
Favorite Books
As I stated before, the only books I read are ones that I write myself, or manga's.
Favorite TV Shows
I watch a lot of Anime's so I won't go into how many I watch because it's a lot. I will state the non-anime related ones though. I like to watch Grey's Anatomy, Criss Angel: MINDFREAK, Real World/Road Rules Challenge, TRL, Rob&Big, WWE Raw, UFC, and etc.
Favorite Movies
I like a bunch of Kung Fu flicks. Bruce Lee was my hero! But, aside from that I like a lot of horror or occult movies like The Crow, Cecil B. Demented, The Butterfly Effect, Identity, and etc.
My Game Systems
Xbox 360, PlayStation® 2, PC, and Dreamcast
My Tags
It hurts...
[Current Condition: Love Stabs Like A Jagged Dagger] So I sit here once agian typing away my problems. It's crazy because I am typing this, I just popped a pill. Yeah, I'm crazy. I can't take this pain. I can't stand being alone. It hurts so * much. I'm so *ing impatient. When will I get someone. It seems like it's my own personal curse. I want to cry so bad because you guys just don't understand. I am so tired of seeing people with someone, hugging and kissing and happy. I look at those people and I wonder why that can't be me. Something that I dream about almost everynight, something that I pray about, people get it without even trying. I am like the most hopeless romantic on this planet and it hurts me so much. It hurts physically and it hurts mentally. And I am not just saying this. It really does hurt me physically. As I type this, I am suffering with this pain in my chest that always tends to come back to haunt me whenever I think about romance. It's so funny how I can write about love and romance, but I have yet to experience it. I am so tired, God, why? Why haven't I had success in finding that one? I would be happy if I could just experience for just a couple of minutes, but it seems that I am not even worthy of a second of love and lust. I can't even cry anymore you know that, I've cried about this so many times to the point where I cry powdered tears. I have to add water to them to make them real. I know I am not the onlyy one out there that feels the same way as me, but it sure as * feels like it. I think I might have to go to the graveyard again (my only means of release) and talk to the dead about what is bothering me. Even though I know they will never answer, I know that they have listened to me. and that is just what I want. I want someone that will listen to me, share my interests, and someone I can laugh with. Someone that is more than just a friend. I am sick of being just a friend. When can I be more than just a friend? When will I be the boyfriend, the husband? I just don't wanna die before I can get just a taste of what people call love. If I do die before I fall in love, that means it was my destiny, it was never meant to be, and was non-existant. For me at least. Goodnight. I will see you when I die.
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